One and a half hours late

Eight.... oh eight.
Im not planting any seeds
but thats one and a half hours late
Just staring at the back of my eyelids

Eight....
I don't see the point anymore
so let me just lay here
I'll feel less guilty
It was raining anyway

so if I'm okay now
what now
what next

I made a stranger's day more interesting
oh thank you for the opportunities
the coincidence
the irony
the laughter
the joke

I hope you never stop being the joker
I'll so seriously laugh my mother hell ass off if she's in my platoon