I have to say this

I know sometimes I just can't help it
sometimes we just can't do much about it
and I have to say this
people change

I know I have

but
please forgive me
if I was in any way...
a rock to you

I felt that I was to many people
many of my friends

I'm sorry
so sorry

I have to apologise
I know it is not easy for you
oh hell
its difficult for all of you
but please
please

I can't really thank you enough if you havent given up on me
I know I can't blame any of you but
I'll stab through my heart and beg of you


please don't
don't ever