So this was the vacation

I grabbed myself a paper stash
Crossed it over my heart
Its been written down
Its been worn down
Oh its beauty

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The world is mine to perceive
Sorry for your judgement
But the line is there
Right there

I will not be affected by what he said
This turns my credit

My vacation
Not my fantasy

I will make my own credit

I will hold on to this
The 19th of August
This I will keep
as well as my promise

The first impressions
No
I will remember the irony

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Its interesting
I didn't think I deserve it
Funny how you put it again
The Irony
The Irony

Reflecting on the facts
My actions
I was messed
but they are forcing me
I don't want the response

I'm exhausted
just so exhausted
Can we just leave it at that

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I thought I loved you
I hope I still do

I thought I was done with anger
I thought you told me so

but maybe I was just pushed too far
What were you trying to tell me
I know you would never tell
you shouldn't

but were you testing me


I swore I'd try the next day

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Still thinking about the morning of the 19th
I believe no amount of gratitude would be enough

Could the brink of tears testify
I was so happy
just so happy

I would like to thank you
For making me invincible
I could have hated you
but I'll hold on to my promise

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Maybe I didn't have to try so hard
Maybe its okay
Maybe I didn't have to care that much

but if you were testing me
I believe I have failed

I'd try redemption

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Its nice how you did it
Ended as it started

Now I know I've passed
I've beaten what he has said

Thank You
In more ways than one

Now I know
I really don't have to doubt myself
I really don't have to try that hard


So this was the vacation you gave me
Thank You