Tired

I wanted that vacation to be enough

I've got to think this through
I've got to think this through

I think I'm lost again

Should I keep telling myself I'm okay
I haven't decided
but maybe someone else should
I don't know
I've got to think this through

I don't want to believe in cycles
I don't

But you're so funny
Waking me up
I understand


Oh my world returned to normal
It was painful

It really hurt
It really hurt
It really hurt

but I'm tired of picking myself up
so tired