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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

I read them

I've dug out some stuff
I read them
The little pieces of paper
Their gift to me
Their affirmations
and I don't know if this makes things harder
but where are they when you need them now
because I feel like I'm losing track
losing track of myself


I know my parents love me to death
but its really hard to see now
They don't understand
but I don't blame them

I don't want to believe in cycles
I don't want to go back
I don't want to go back

The prefect nomination confuses me further
I was surprised
running through my mind
not here
not now
I hesitated
almost backed out
when I thought about having no regrets

I didn't want it

but I thought deeper
maybe
maybe this would be my break
maybe this would be something for me to hold on to
maybe this would be an affirmation
maybe I need this

1 Comments:

Blogger WhatiiknowThateuDontknow said...

oh...i think ur life is much harder than me.. i hope u did find some peace!hmm..good luck.

9:13 PM  

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