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Sweetie,
Last night, I dont know I was just thinking about you, about me, about us. I was thinking about the lies I made you believe, and those that I would be telling you. Do you even deserve this? treating you this way... Im not sure what you are to me anymore. I was just thinking and they say its wrong to use people, but thats how I feel about us now. You were my antithesis, almost every damn thing I stood against. The theory of the derailed train just seems so real. Why the guilt then? My head's hurting just thinking of all these questions I left unanswered. So is this who I really am without you? How many more lies? How many more because I know...
What I miss... isnt you
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My angel,
Now you never really got an apology from me. guess you pretty much know that its over. Im done with being so dumb, I mean to hate you? So self-centered you couldnt believe. But now I learn that at times, you need to look at things from perspectives beyong your own. and when I finally did. I understaood my foolishness.
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Hey,
Its embarrassing for me, really. But I dont know. It kinda also feels a teeny weeny lil bit weird for me to even do this. um. ok so we were always close now weren't we. you're one of the few people I can trust. and um lean on. Its vice versa, we're more than friends. duh.
Last night, I dont know I was just thinking about you, about me, about us. I was thinking about the lies I made you believe, and those that I would be telling you. Do you even deserve this? treating you this way... Im not sure what you are to me anymore. I was just thinking and they say its wrong to use people, but thats how I feel about us now. You were my antithesis, almost every damn thing I stood against. The theory of the derailed train just seems so real. Why the guilt then? My head's hurting just thinking of all these questions I left unanswered. So is this who I really am without you? How many more lies? How many more because I know...
What I miss... isnt you
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My angel,
Now you never really got an apology from me. guess you pretty much know that its over. Im done with being so dumb, I mean to hate you? So self-centered you couldnt believe. But now I learn that at times, you need to look at things from perspectives beyong your own. and when I finally did. I understaood my foolishness.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Hey,
Its embarrassing for me, really. But I dont know. It kinda also feels a teeny weeny lil bit weird for me to even do this. um. ok so we were always close now weren't we. you're one of the few people I can trust. and um lean on. Its vice versa, we're more than friends. duh.
posted by Lim at 9:55 PM
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