are you ok

'why you look so pissed?'

I shrug and shake my head

'why so sad?'

'you know every once a month, this natural magical phenomena takes place'

'huh?'

'Im having menstrual cramps, and last night was my first time, so I stayed up until 4 to learn how to cope with it'

'are you ok?'

shakes head

'do you want to take blue form and go home?'

shakes head

'are you ok? you look like you're in pain'

'i do? cool'


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thanks for being there for me now

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but Im losing it
asking myself a question never hurt this much
but I need to

wasnt this what you wanted
wasnt this what you wanted
wasnt this what you wanted
wasnt this what you wanted