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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

They say
Hell have no fury... ...
I know

but I mean
why
why is that?

because I think thats just the stupidest thing in the world
seriously
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okok
heres a question
how much can scotchtape do to fix my pen?

anyway
damn
I gotta stop skipping lunch


Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Ill take the blame

ohhh
its suffocating my thought
I cant think straight
I think Im insane

shhh
you're shouting in my ear
I cant relax
I feel much disdain

shhh
you're driving in my mouth
I cant speak
my time is down the drain

grrr
you're crawling up my skin
I cant scratch
you are my bane

but
you take these things
and give them so much value
you're devotion
I shant complaint

but
you run these things
and never think of yourself
you're sacrifice
I feel your pain

but
you do these things
and would die for me
you're love
I feel the shame

but
you say these things
and flush our frustration
you're true

Ill take the blame

Monday, March 19, 2007

She's a princess

This is a little something
about someone I know




She's the princess
without a crown
not jealous of inner beauty
she never found

Ugly inside
she never knew
a class of her own
her arrogance grew

The people are forced
to praise her beauty
if they want to escape
from her wrath and cruelty
she believes her mirror
is her most loyal friend
the only one she can trust
until the very end
but her mirror lies to her
every single night
and these false praises
distorts her very sight

Is he ugly
Is he hot
Is he cute
or is he not
She judges everyone she sees
only by their looks
though she cant tell
the knights from the crooks

Shes protected by a superficial wall
to break her every fall
a wall made of
nothing but wealth and fame
a wall built so high
to hide her shame

She thinks shes seen it all
but she doesnt know anything
except shoes, necklaces
and a brand new diamond ring

Awaiting her handsome prince
to make her heart numb
waiting for this gallant hero
who will never ever come

So who can save
this lovely princess
without breaking her heart
or making a mess
save her from
her own self-absorbency
arrogance, ignorance
and make belief royalty

Maybe it would be someone
with exceptional bravery
but rest assured that someone

Will never be me

Sunday, March 18, 2007

whats a brother

I was never good
at holding back my tears
but at least now I know Im getting better at it



so tell me
whats a brother





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Friday, March 16, 2007

why are we wrong

I can't really do the rhymes
so maybe just wait another time



You scared me out of my wits today
no really
I was totally shocked
I mean
How do you feel the way I do
without even a simple exchange of words
I never felt closer to you before
Ill never figure it out
but I guess it doesnt matter
At that moment
I could have sworn
It was just magic



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Shhhhhh



This is to the people who cant really be happy
Why are we wrong



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Muskateers?
nah
but close

my arms failed me in front of them
god help me forgive their incompetence




so whats dinner with both your parents
when You're full before you started

but see I got to try on 2 shirts in one day

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Where did Mr. nice guy go

Where did Mr. nice guy go
well don't ask me
I don't know

what happened to the guy
who would never tell a lie
coz You just flash you money
right in my face
and expect everything
to go into place

well I wasnt doing it for you
and I really didnt want to

now just listen closely
pay attention and do it carefully

You better start holding on
to this very soul
before you ask me
where did Mr. nice guy go
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Meet my cousin
like I did today
a handful at times
but cute anyway











Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I must make it home

Well there isnt much that I can say
even though I really enjoyed
most of today

so it isnt a secret
that I cant study outside
not at starbucks or KFC
or even on a bus ride

and I still cant believe
that my spectacles actually fell apart
it was my favourite pair
and I could feel the pain in my heart

I was on the verge of
being scared to death
going home all by myself
after Pearlyn left

I had to be strong
through the night
even though I lost
half my sense of sight

I turned all of my fear
to anger and determination
"I must make it home"
my mind never lost concentration

I had to ask strangers
for their kind assistance
relying on my courage
and everlasting persistance

when I finally made it back
I gave a sigh of relief
showed my parents my broken specs
much to their disbelief

I felt so lucky
I didnt receive a lecture
but trust me
that was one hell of an adventure


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Thursday, March 08, 2007

their beloved ivory tower

oh my god
I managed to retrieve my pencil case
I was just so relieved
you should have seen my face

anyway what he said
'ugly and immature'
I was like
'oh my god is that for sure'


and for the whole of today
its been about the same thing
even when we were having our recess
at the crowded canteen

and at the end of it
I was just thinking see
If I look down on snobs
what does that make me

shouting 'I'm better than you'
from their beloved Ivory tower
shutting everyone out
satisfied with their superficial power

coz they never talk to anyone
they deem unworthy
judging people they dont know
now isnt that just crazy

I guess I was just misunderstood
because they were not getting the message like they should

that wasnt the reason why
I shut her out
it was hard to explain myself
and I really had the feeling to shout

but maybe Im just tired
or I didnt want you to worry
I didnt mean to do that
so Im kinda sorry

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

... ...

Cant say much
Im not in the mood
Cause my pencil case isnt with me
And that aint good

Monday, March 05, 2007

but

I like Switchfoot's album
but not their new music
I'll enjoy watching movies
but not some dumb chic flick

I like getting a haircut
but not my new look
I kinda like A-Math
but not the guy who stole my notebook

I like wearing the cloak
but not the paint
I like leading the cheers
but I won't do it again

I like the jelly
but not how the drink tastes
I like the food here
but not this place

I like going out for dinner
but not when I'm this tired
I like the service they offer
but not that waitress they hired

I like to just relax when Im eating
but not if there isnt any time
I like it when we talk and laugh
but not if I have something on my mind

I like the freedom of monday
but not the monday blues
I like your pretty face

but not you







oh and guess what
















I'm blushing because I have a crush on you

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Don't give me that look

Don't give me that look
or Ill pull your eyes out
I want you to
grab me by my collar
pull me up to where you are
look me dead in the eye
and tell me

you didnt know who I wanted to be

Get off my back
before I stab you in yours
I want you to
press your hand on my shoulder
turn me around
flash your beloved finger at me
and tell me

you couldnt see through my masks

Stop giving me the frozen shoulder
or Ill shatter your arm
I want you to
push me to the corner
squeeze my neck
clench your other fist
and tell me

you never heard what I wanted to say


from weak to strong
so tell me
were you right or wrong

Saturday, March 03, 2007

cant make it to hollywood

Im so sick of this
the world is made of brilliant actors right?

I mean I dont get it
I just dont
how can you tell me you know someone

when you dont even talk to them

so what
am I the only person in the world who cant make it to hollywood?