i didnt wish

I was catching a movie last night
and I didnt wish I was watching it with you

I was having so much fun last night
and I didnt wish you were there with me

I was watching her sleep last night
and for the first time
I didnt wish it was you I was watching

the way i see it
the difference between love and hate
is indifference

Ive thought about it
and Im not sure if I even feel anything about you anymore
its just

you dont deserve this much feeling from me

for the first time since I couldnt remember
Im not feeling crap
Im done

but Ill still remember our story
your story
about a girl

who changed my life