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I wanna know what you were doing last night
because I never thought I would ever cry myself to sleep

I hate every damn thing about you

you can never imagine how intense this hate is
you cant even guess
you dont even know how strong it is
every single minute
every single day

for someone like me
for someone who has given up everything he knew
everything he liked
everything he was good at
changed his whole life
just so he could feel

and the only thing that is left of me is feel

and every single feeling inside of me
every damn thing that I can feel
is hate

I hate you so much

can you even imagine
everything inside of me
everything that I am
hates you

everything I knew or even liked
I gave it up for feeling

so how strong can this hate possibly be
for someone like me