You slapped me so hard

You slapped me so hard
it stopped my heart from beating

hit me
just dont knock me out
or let me go back to sleep

coz this
this did the trick
this has just woken me up

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I dont really give a crap about
who might say what to me
who might do anything to me

I just need us to be cool
thats all I care about

but when I see your face
your #&%ing face

things get more complicated

but honestly

I was happy

but I guess

I wasnt happy with you
or even for you

i think this feeling
its being happy about you

but honestly

Ive been feeling guilty
of this happiness
its not easy to stay this way


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ahahahaha'

star girl

Invincible

Today I was reminded of something
from my past
somebody

hahahahaha
its funny

coz
to think how much Ive changed
maybe she never wanted to grow up

but heres the thing
heres the thing

I really am laughing
because its you
you make me feel

invincible

you really do
I dont have to have the best of you
but its just the thought
even just the thought alone
and Im


Invincible

lol

Hahahahaha

I know why I am laughing to myself

lol
its
its
hahahaha


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Blondie !

Yes

One Night

One Night

One Night

One Night



Yes


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you

rock

start with you again

Heads up high
feel the weather

coz whenever I just stop
and feel you everywhere

I turn the whole world around
and things are happy

I think you're teaching me
stop with them
start with you again

no matter what
its not any stupid girl

coz ur my only one

If I had the best of her

If I had the best of her
I wouldnt be feeling crap

If I had the best of her
I wouldnt feel so selfish

If I had the best of her
I wouldnt be wanting everything else




I am doing it on purpose
hope you dont find out
but if in any slightest way
you feel what you're not supposed to

Im sorry
Im such an idiot

when can I miss you

I feel like crap
I do
Im a wreck

I dont wanna take any more of this



so
when can I miss you

if you were lying

how great it would be
if you were lying

if it was all fake
if it was all a show

man
how good would that be

but we both know
you're not the type

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oh and
I still would ditch just about the whole world

I would

I would just about Ditch everyone

every
single
one
on
this
planet

though I didnt
spend the night with you

I so $%@#ing would

no really
I would

the best of me?

the best of me?

well...
you know...



shes not even in your league

......

"I've got one last confession to make"


...........


"I'm your fool"

the rest of you

I think you already know you're special

You taught me all of this
and I never thanked you

and I shouldn't
its unfair to you


so I guess Ill just have to take

the rest of you

The Best Of You

the best of you...


the best of you...


I know what it means to be a friend
you have taught me this
you have taught me so much
its so $#%^ing ironic
I dont think its even funny


but its
THE BEST OF YOU
THE BEST OF YOU
THE BEST OF YOU
THE BEST OF YOU

......

"I've got another confession to make"


..........


"I'm no fool"

what do you call that?

My license has ended
I got something for myself at last
but I didnt catch the movie

what do you call that?

bitter-sweet

I should be eating those chocolates.
I think their bitter sweet

I gotta get used to this
its the taste in my $%^&#ing mouth

oh hell
I pray I do
coz its the way its going to be now


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strength
oh strength
for whats ahead

Happy New Year

If there was a word I knew
that could describe what i am feeling now

@#$%&!

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Ive learned my lesson
I wont forget about New Years ever again

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2006 is behind me


Happy New Year


its gonna be one hell of an exciting year for me
Ill give you that



we're here

2007