my breath is slow

the air is cold
my breath is slow

I havent solved anything
I still dont noe
Im just letting time dilute things

I got angry with so many people today
even my mum

and I guess im not doing well

dota is my alchohol
but even that is getting old
so old

I keep feeling like Im more of a kid
so much more than I should feel
ironic
or maybe its just coz you feel so old

still i gotta find out more
I have to
I will