I guess i'm not jumping

Yea
my tests end tomorow

but I guess im not jumping
or getting too happy

because I'm afraid

yes I'm afraid


I'm afraid that I'm not going to live up to what I have planned
I'm afraid its still going to be the same after it all
after everything

nothing actually changes



because I'm so close now
and

what if nothing really changes
what if I wimp out
on what I think I want


haha thank you
but now the uncertainty's in my hands

and we'll see how this goes




oh I love you