Slit my wrist

For the first time in a long time
I'm actually having problems again

Politics in my head
Screaming out loud
the politics in my head



Courage
slipping from me

maybe lying just isn't my style


and tonight
all I wanted to do was play 'the game'
and to actually do what I didn't dare to

but I didnt


why

because I thought about it
and I've figured

after all those weeks
after all those months
after all that time
after everything

everything and all


Slit my wrist
but I'm not about to let go


I'm just not