Cold

Why?

I know I have let so many down today.
I have done so many people wrong
Could I have helped it?
yes I could.
Would I?
I dont know
If I have found myself why does this feel wrong?

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Thiru said something to me today.
Imbecellic comment.
Truly...

How could I let what was felt linger?
I knew I would forgive and forget for none the intentions
I didnt
Could I?
Will I?

For the first time in a very long time...

I Dont Want To.