Caffeine requirement: 12%
Fedac requirement: 3%


So today's training..........
interesting.

I guess it was really a huge experience for me.
I was just too damn nervous.
So I dont think I did a good job
Didn't think I did as well as I could normally do.
But I know that I would do better if given a second chance.
Was really intimidating.
Probably coz it was my first time being under so much pressure and all......

But anyway, I called for P.T to be carried out on the track
one person was injured during P.T.
So it was my responsibility.
Anything that isnt in place is my responsibility.
Attendance not good... my responsibility.
Some people not properly attired... my responsibility.
yea well. u get the idea.

But I'm not really complaining or anything, juz wanna show what it kinda feels like. Maybe its kinda good that others, and myself can learn from my mistakes.

I have learnt alot from today,
But one I feel is the most important.
It is damn important to stand you ground, be confident of yourself and do what must be done, never succumb to the pressure even for the slightest...



Will take this as an important experience.


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Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you
I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)
- The used

5 - 70

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Caffeine requirement: 33%
Fedac requirement: 5%

Well, I wanna apologise for not updating this blog for one...

yea... and thanks for all your concern guys, my dad has made a speedy full recovery.

and... i guess its a little too late for posting about last friday but...
it was amazing.
Just wanna sort of remember it here.


So... I was down for yeoman last friday.
It was tiring and boring.
But it was fun when the students tried to get through the gates.
I wished more people would try, that would certainly make my job more inetresting.
But anyway, in the end I personally feel that I did a good job. Didnt fall for none o' yo tricks.

After the whole track and field meet event, I headed down to orchard along with Bob, Lennon, Qing Wei, Belmont and Gabriel.
and Joel Goh.

We decided to catch Ice Age 2 . (so this was the third time qing was watching the movie). Yea anyway, we bought the tickets and had lunch. Well, there was the whole belt of fastfood restaurants.

So we had more than an hour to waste before the movie started. So I suggested that we took a walk around. Well, only Bob and Qing agreed. The rest wanted to juz sit at the lunch table and talk.

O well, so off we went. First stop was Borders.
I finally realised that Borders is a freakin' cool place man.
Never really visited this place. I always thought it sucked.
Normally I would go to Kino then to HMV, but I discovered what Borders could offer.
But I still think I would do all three.
Coz I cant explain it but I love walking along Orchard road.



yea.. so Next we decided to head over to Far East and observe some lan gaming.
So when we arrived there..... well we saw Bill playing with his Tennis friends.
So we formed Bill's fan club and juz sat behind him and throwing our comments.
We helped him watch the minimap, and of course my advice helped him in some areas.
But... we werent doing anything much actually.
Demon Witch.
any Tom, Dick, Joe or Harry would be able to use.

So it was time to head back to the cinema and meet up wif the others.
When we all settled down in the theatre.....
They told us that they left the lunch table 5min after we left.

anyway... so the movie was good. .... entertaining. But i belive lennon was being entertained in a different way than all of us....
sadly I couldn't enjoy the movie because i was worried about reaching home in time for my tuition.
My tuition is scheduled at 5:30 and I caught the 3:15 movie.

When the movie ended, I really wished I could just hang around, but I needed to rush back home for tuition....

aaaand, I was 10 minutes late.

Well in the end, it was good.



So.... tomorows an important training for me. I just hope I dont screw up. Im under quite alot of pressure. but I got really busy this week, tests that i screwd up and making preparations for training. Well hopefully everything turns out alright.


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You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent
with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

Make Damn Sure
-Taking Back Sunday


6 - 60


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Caffeine requirement: 30%
Fedac requirement: 10%


Wow, I made it through the day.
But now I'm too tired man.

Anyway, next week the sec 4s are sitting for their O level chinese preliminary examinations. So that means the sec 3s are taking over for just this one training.

Yea and so some sec 3s were appointed the responsibilities of some important posts of the company.

So next week, I will have to do the stuff that the CSM does, like conduct parade or other things.
So must get busy again and plan training stuff with some other part mates for next week.
Gonna be a challenge.
Not many get the chance to do this.
Its an honour.


But sadly, my dad just sprained his back man........ now he cant even stand up, and has to sit on a roller chair all day..... I feel bad for him. He cant even move his back at all.

Just hope he gets better.

Anyway... I'm just too tired to go on. I gotta rest, tomorrow I am down for Yeo man service......... yea I need the CIP hours.
so....call it a record or something.... I'm sleeping early.


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I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me
that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Scars
-Papa Roach


2 - 78

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Caffeine requirement: 96%
Fedac requirement: 23%

Its been such a tiring week.
But I've just finished prepping up my no. 4 uniform.
Feel like a bloody wreck man....... no coffee.
I think if I get pushed justa' little bit more, I'll fall to the caffeine man.
Too damn tired to go on about other stuff.
Just hope that tomorrow will be better.
But look at the time... its 2 in the morning.
Gonna be a challenge


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I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
But I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon

Kryptonite
-3 Doors Down

4 - 65

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Caffeine requirement: 93%
Fedac requirement: 20%


omg, its seriously difficult to cope without caffeine...
and my caffeine requirement is on the rise ...... again.

And I plan to wake up early on weekends from now on, like say 7:30am instead of staying up late till about 3:30am.
Coz I juz realised I do not live in a HDB flat.
So I gotta get out. ( no offense, HDB flats are cool..... serious )

yea dont noe how im gonna cope tomoro without caffeine man, I predict its gonna be hell.
coz look at the time.......... @#%$@ !

yea so I better go get some sleep man.


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We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until The Day I Die
- Story Of The Year


1 - 100


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Caffeine requirement: 90%
Fedac requirement: 14%

So I've decided to rate my levels of caffeine and flu remedy requirements from now on, just to keep a record of how my body's doing.
Hmmm ........ Can see that I havent got much sleep.


So Good Friday was amazing, and well, the weekend was good.
I really needed it.....

yea... and WOW. I havent Bloggged in 24hours.....
Mostly because my bro juz bought a brand new battlechest ( but I later found out that that Mofo stole 35 bucks from me to do it ), and so we've been playing battle.net beside each other................ yea and with Kenny.
Well, we need someone to help us host.
The first night we all played, it was Good Friday and I was heavily caffeinated, resulting in a real high.
Kenny had 2 of his friends play as well, which made a whole team of 5. and I believe everyone except my brother was playing seriously, mostly because Kenny and his friends were talking about Scouts, WangWen, and other stuff i guess.

We were all having interesting and fun conversations but all my brother could say was ' Drow missing ' or ' push tower ' or ' Back ' or 'Stun Gondar'.
Enjoyable.

I joked around alot, which I believe hurt Kenny's feelings, becaue he so dao today, though he claims that he aint mad no more.
I also foresee he not being happy about this post.
Well, just Dont take my words as bullets.


And I;ve decided to heed BOB's advice and lay off the caffeine for a while, and see how it goes. But I get headaches whenever I refrain from it.
Gonna be hard.


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Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all

It Ends Tonight
-the All American Rejects


2 - 25

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Caffeine requirement: 85%
Fedac requirement: 10%




not in my usual mood.




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I'm through with standing in line
To clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be

Rockstar
-NickelBack


2 - 50
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Caffeine requirement: 40%
Fedac requirement: 2%

So I've decided to rate my levels of caffeine and flu remedy requirements from now on, just to keep a record of how my body's doing.


WOW
The Yeo man service was unexpectedly good.
The duty NCC land sec3s were assgined to was the most exciting. We stood just behind the finishing line, in 2 seperate rows to direct the runners to their designated areas. We had to tell them to keep walking in between the 2 rows in an orderly single-filed manner, so the people can write down their serial numbers in order of their finishing timing.

So we constantly had to tell them to line up and keep moving.
Of course there had to be some crazy runners who had already lost all ability to think, they totally try to avoid running through the 2 lines. We had to push them back in line man..... block their other exits.
Also got runners that try to cut queue.
Got runners that stop walking and start vommiting on our boots.
Got some collapse right in front of us man, then we have to help the SJAB GIRLS carry them out of that area.

Yea... It was exciting.
Certainly beats standing in front of the crowd supporters and look at them the whole day though............................. like the scouts.
The scout duty was so damn boring that Kenny could not help but keep looking at what was happening on our side.



It was good and al' , but now i feel quite SCREWD UP.

Out of the FOUR THOUSAND people that were at Turf City today.........

I saw someone.
But I didn't manage to call her.

Fuck.
The feeling is damn ...... agonizing.

Man..... couldnt really believe it.





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They're starting something,
and i don't want to begin it
they're looking for trouble,
but with me it won't be found
and i regret that i'm completely out of daytime minutes
and so i guess i'll have to wait a lot till 8 o'clock comes around


Chapstick, Chaped Lips And Things Like Chemistry
-Relient K


4 - 60
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Caffeine requirement: 25%
Fedac requirement: 20%

So I've decided to rate my levels of caffeine and flu remedy requirements from now on, just to keep a record of how my body's doing.

Yea.... just finished prepping up my No. Four uniform. Tip-Top shape I tell ya.
Anyway, I predict my caffeine requirement is gonna sky-rocket.
We have Yeo man service later on today. I'm leaving class at 12:30, well what can I say?.



And I;ve also decided to rate songs that I listen to each time I post something.
Comment on my personal ratings if you dont mind.


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The whole world was sleeping
And I was there
You could just sense this feeling in the air
Like no one's words were good enough
To define what we feared
And no one's words were strong enough
To fix what happened here

Words, Hands, Hearts
-Yellowcard


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(The first number is the number of times I have to listen to the song before I completely enjoy the song.)
(The second number is the number of times I have to listen to the song before I get sick of it)


Omg look at the time. O shit man I better go sleep now.

Sunday

Well..... nothing much, just my typical Sunday.

First I wake up, blur like a toot, not knowing what in the hell is going on, getting rushed by my parents to go for our branch, because we need to eat and get back home for my tuition at 1pm.
Then I get home, and I relax.
Although the tuition is scheduled to start at 1pm, the teacher will ALWAYs arrive late at 1:30pm.
When I hear the door bell, I will normally get all pissed of and start cursing and swearing.

Tuition: Go through the 'bao zhang bao dao' that I just did earlier in the morning at around 2am. Then he'll talk about Malays and stuff.

Once he leaves at around 3pm, I will usually tell myself that i'll relax for just a little while and complete all my weekend homework after that.
But..... I can never seem to get myself to do my homework... I'll get distracted by things around the house first...
1. cookie jar
2. fridge
3. TV (although there still isnt any nice shows to watch except boliwood movies)... yea I feel sad for myself too, I dont have cable....
4. And the most distrating of all: MY BED.

And when i'm done getting distracted, which is about 3:40, I'll go see what homework needs to be done.
Which means its the part of the day when I'm totally focused, devoting all my attention to my homework, using every ounce of my concentration, and nothing can distract me anymore................................ for about 3 minutes.
Then I'll spend time completeing some homework and meddling with stuff that distracts me, all at the same time.

Before I know it, my dad says its time to go for dinner...... and I chuck all that's on my desk away.But sadly, I can't enjoy my dinner completely, because I will feel guilty about all the homework not done.

Anyways, when we get home, I'll take 1 hour to get ready for my homework, and I'll do it late into the night before I go to sleep.

Anyways, I think I should really try to get some sleep now.Over and Out.

Well... I'm sorry for all those who linked me, because I realised that you guys didn't just have to add my link, you guys had to modify Wong's link as well. lol


yea... anyways:

I like saturdays for the following reasons.
1. I had enough sleep because I woke up late
2. I can sleep late tonight
3. I have time to get out
But most importantly: I get to spend time with my family

I hate saturdays for the following reasons.
1. I usually plan to do all my work on Saturday, which I never do, resulting in a sense of guilt throughout the day
2. There arent any nice TV shows in the afternoon, except boliwood movies i guess
3. I will usually have some sort of a flu because I slept late on friday
But most importantly: I have to do a 'bao zhang bao dao' for my tuition before I go to bed.



omg what? O shit it's already sunday, dammit. Guess the dumb 'bao zhang bao dao' took longer to complete than expected.

So this is it........... my space. Yea..... but it'll grow. Watch me work on that, coz everyone's gotta start somewhere. Well, I guess I created this just to keep myself from feeling bored whenever I stay up without anybody online to chat with. So, Hope y'all will appreciate all that's here.


But, who's gonna be the first to tag here?

Anyway... If it aint you, dont slip into depression just yet..... coz you should tag before that happens.